Time is running out

Or so it seems. I never thought that life could go by so quick and be so fruitless for so many years. No ones fault but mine I guess. I had early warnings but ignored them. Now, with a busy 10 year old, the last thing that I want is to leave a child with split parents. Is that the right way? It seems fair. I don't know...Like the lyrics in a song by Poison "we lay close together, but feel miles apart inside" pretty much sums up the last 5-10 years. Bye for now.